Was watching the show on Channel U, and it remind mE of mY grandma.

I have been staying with her since the day I was born. She dote on mE, cos I am her 1st grandchild, she is also the one who trained and taught mE to be independent.

When I am still a young girl, she will bring mE to the wet market everyday and teach mE how to choose the freshest fruits and vegetables.

She has always been a healty grandma, but soon kidney failure and diabetes hit her down, she is unable to take care of my 2 younger brothers and I. She has to lay down on the bed and took tons of medications everyday, she has go for dialysis thirce a week.She is still a strong grandma even though she has to go through all the suffering.

On 1 of the days in 1997, mY parents came to school and brought my brother and I home, even though I was only a primary 4 kid but I have the feeling that something has happended to mY grandma, because I have not seen her for days. And it was true that mY grandma had passed away, as the eldest grandchild and mY brother as the male grandchild, we had to help clean mY grandma's body. We will told not to cry as it was my grandma's wish that we will not shed tears for her.

We really didnt cry for the 5 days of funeral but when my grandma's coffin was covered up on the last day, all of us cant hold on anymore. When my grandma was pushed for cremation, we cried even louder and mY mum nearly fainted. It was the last time I saw mY grandma.

I really missed her, missed her everything and even her nagging.

GRANDMA, I LOVE U (:

- Hard work -

I supposed mY parents are still at the National Day Dinner in Ang Mo Kio
They are not there to enjoy the dinner but they are there to provide the food
The Guest of Honour for the National Day Dinner is our PM Mr Lee

It must have been a long way for mY parents
Our restaurant is one of the 2 which is choosen to prepare tonight's dinner
Got to know from mY mum that they are very particular with all the setup of the dinner

Hope everything is fine for today's dinner and our restaurant continue to be so successful (:

- 21 -

Just back from YiXin bday celebration
She is back for holiday and also celebrate her bday in advance
She is 21 le, but still so small size
During cadet days, she hardly scolded our batch
And always gena suan by us.

The number 21 is very scarey
Robin, Lai Hui & mE were discussing about it
3 years down the road it will be our turn
Wonder by that time, how it is like.

Dear WGSRCY 1st batch of cadets(which is my batch lah),

I will be organising a BBQ session after A-level, and this time round we will have special guest, and she is Ms Chong's baby girl. Ms Chong is giving birth in Oct, so by Dec both the mum and baby should be able to join us at the BBQ.

Btw WGSRCY is having a camp on 3rd and 4th Sept, and there is a BBQ nitez on the 3rd Sept, you are welcome to join us.

- Diaoz -

Went to give tuition today
The agent told mE my tutee is a girl but it ends up to be a boy
The agent told the mum that I am a full-time tutor and have already graduated from local uni, and the fee I am the one who decide on it.
But in actual fact, the fee is decided by the agent (WTF)
So both the mum and I are very dissapointed
So the mum told the agent that I am not teaching anymore
But in actual fact, I will still continue to teach, not only 1 but 2, both her sons (primary 4 & 6)
So the agent wouldnt get any commissions... hehez

Saw Mrs Regina Yeo today, she is going overseas with her family members.
We are still so crapped with her
She is still the best!

- Happy (: -

To be a teacher has always been my childhood ambition
But because of the course I chose in my tertiary education
The ambition seem too far away

But today it has been partly fulfill
Because I am a tutor now
And I will start tomorrow

My tutee is a primary 4 girl
and it is at woodlands
Very convenient for mE
Looking forward to tomorrow 4.30pm

- Back! -

Finally back after both my dear computer and internet are down
Have been slacking at home for almost 2 weeks
Want to go out but no $$

Have been looking through newspaper for part-time jobs
Preferably tutors
Have already called up 2 tutors agencies
Will be looking for more agencies and other part time jobs tml
Going for a swim tml too... (:

- Return -

mY computer returning home tml
Cos he is darm sick
so uncle has to bring him back to have operation
So excited!

Had driving lesson today
Got into the circuit
Kaoz... I so nervous lor
Den everything also do wrong
I think mY instructor nearly vomit blood
But on the road I am ok lor
Very stable,can even go up to 65km/hr

mY holiday super sianz
want to go out but no money
looking for part time but unable to accommodate to it
want to go back unit
but they dun have traning
Super sianz ah!
I am still looking for part time jobs
Anyone gt lobang?

Saw Evonne today
She went SSDC to register for her driving
She taking govt, so starting her theory lesson tml
All the Best
Nthing will happen when U on road de
Not to worry
Jia You!

- Tired -

You guys must be thinking why I woke up so early on sun?
In actual fact is that I didnt sleep
Cos Poh Boon, Mizael, Daniel, Ying Sheng, Ambrose, Yu Hui, Vanessa & Evonne came to my house last night after dinner
As usual we played mahjong
and miracle happened
Poh Boon had 7 flowers even b4 we played
den if anyone gt the last flower, Poh Boon will win
and Ying Sheng is so suan, the 1st tile he gt was the last flower
Ying Sheng kept the flower and threw out 8 bamboo
Who on Earth will keep the flower lor
So he threw put in the end
And Poh Boon won... and it is 5 folds lor
Kaoz...
It is the 1st time it happened lor

And Poh Boon is the BIG winner (as usual)
I lose quite a bit
Really not mY luck

Btw my cousins came over to my hse yesterday afternoon
Jun Wei is so cute
He loves to be carried
When I carry him
He will fall asleep
Just like his brother
Love him to bits

Shall go and catch some sleep!

- Finally -

Finally exams is over
Dun think will fail any modules bah
Btw I left early for almost all paper except EFMA
Quite confident of passing all

at Chang Da's house now
come here play mahjong
But before that we run for the bus lor
So tired ):

Decided to call the computer uncle tomorrow
Cos holiday le
Cant afford to stay at home without computer

Btw Auntie is bringing her 2 sons over to mY hse tomorrow
So excited
It is the 1st time Jun Wei come to mY house
Hehez (:

Maybe going for Evonne's dinner tml too
To celebrate her bday

- So Screwed -

Using mY brother's computer now
Cos mY computer is dead

1st time in mY life I am studying on National Day
And preparing for mY worst paper - Biz Finance
Which is why I am unable to go down today

Biz Fianance is mY worst module
Have to score quite well for the paper
If not I will be bad for Sub-Paper (touchwood!!)

- Finally -

Someone found mY stuff and return them back to mE
So lucky of mE
But now mY computer spolit
Need to reformat mY computer but the CD is with MOK
SMS him and he never reply ):

- KNN -

I am confident of mY EFMA and Biz Law paper
Cos most of them I know how to do
Especially Biz Law
Went to AMK to play pool to destress
It was suppose to be a happy day

But after the pool
I realised that I lost mY EZ-Link, Admin Card, Thumbdrive and iPod mini
Search mY whole bag
But could not find
I think I dropped it in 162 bus
All the F words come out from mY mouth

Lucky not mY wallet
If not I die
EZ-Link & Admin card can be replaced
mY iPod mini abit spolit liao and I want to buy new one (so it is ok)
Lucky I just updated mY com with mY 1 GB thumbdrive info yesterday
It was mY collection of offical taggies that make mE sad
Have to start collecting again ) :

Need to go back NYP tml
Cos need to report loss of mY admin card if not I cant take mY exams on monday
So have to wake up early tml
TMD

- Xiao Zhu -

Really admire him
After so many things have happen
He is back to his work
As if nthing has happend
I really admire this kind of people